uninspired inspired
i have long loved this woman (www.starvingartistink.com) her sweetness is like sugar on a day full of kale salad. her photography is my favorite kind, loose and tight, bold and bright, dreamy and whimsy. sometimes even a little sad in a happy kind of way. her journey is nurishment. she reminds me to love the life i have, to hold those Three Sisters tight. she likes to inspire the uninspired. she wants us to share our dreams.
my dreams today:
to have community, like really, really have it.
to know what i mean by the above statement.
to curl up cozy with the girls tonight and watch a movie and eat chocolate chip cookies.
to heal.
to heal.
to heal.
to release the energy that is trapped in the top of my head.
to take some time for myself to buy some pants that fit.
to lock eyes with my lover for an hour.
to write with abandon.
to write with honesty.
to write without shame.
to write with spirit moving through me.
to sell the writing i just finished to the right people.
to fully tell my stories so that my girls can create their own stories.
to let go of my parents story to i can fully create my own.
to climb the mountains of life without carrying too much weight in the backpack.
to travel without the fear of flying.
to go to peru. alone.
then to go to peru with my girls.
to be part in creating ceremony for my sisters and brother.
to let go of our house [if this is the path] with ease and grace.
to find another place, affordable, easy, weightless.
to see my partner more and more with the light in his heart.
to go hear music next week and dance until my thighs throb.
to watch cloudy the horse go into labor and her baby be born.
to know in my bones that the shifts in the world can only bring us happiness and a fuller life [as L said to me today: the universe is conspiring to bless us]
to remember to keep dreaming.
